“One word turns into a war
Why is the smallest things that tear us down?
My world is nothing when you’re gone
I’m out here without a shield, can’t go back now.”
This is the song that I’ve been listening to the whole week, which’s mostly known as Battlefield by Jordin Sparks.This song kinda describes what you feel whenever your relationship is passing away, when it becomes a battlefield rather than a lovely friendship or anything good, even though none of you have ever even meant to head it over.
In my opnion, it’s not even like one of you did ever mean or not to do it, but a relationship must work well perfect since the begginning, otherwise it’s never gonna start working out all of a sudden; I don’t even know why people try to come up with something which’s been way wrong since the begginning, can’t they see it’s just gonna be a waste of time? There’s no logic on this kind of situation, if someone of the couple ever fear tearing apart, why will they once start it off? Just like, trying to lead it forward while hiding the matters? I’d rather naming it a joke or anything but love. If you really love someone, you’re never gonna tease the one you’re supposed to love, you’ll always wish it the best, and teasing situations won’t ever be the best way of proving anyone your love. I’m just 15, so I’m not even sure that all of the things I’ve just typed are right or if it’s as different as every single thing I used to rate out when I was even younger.
I’ve seen many people saying and typing their wishes, and most of ‘em are like “I hope there was someone decent in this world, I wish there was someone who didn’t look up to appearence and look down on the internal part”, but if this one ever finds someone who’s fat and bad-looks, it’s just gonna look down on it due to obvious facts, or “you’ve hurt me once, but ok, now you have just taught me how rude must I be”, even though hurting someone else will simply make this one becomes as ridiculous as the lastest people mentioned, or even like “where’s the decent person I’ve been searching for ever since my first breath?”, so the decent person’s right talking to this one, but it doesn’t look that good, hasn’t experienced many things cuz it’s so shy and quiet, nevertheless the personality which’s been searched for a life is there, but the one who’s in search simply let it go due to small shits, like the looking thing or the lack of life experience, and now I ask you, where’s the decency on the one who’s in search of decency?
Now I’m feeling way better after letting out so much, thanks you tumblr(and try not to ever crash down again when I feel like in need of letting out, as you did some days ago [:).