Depression.
“There are many ways of getting depressed, but the worst one is getting it due to some family problem.”
Do you guys agree with it? Because I definitely disagree.
As well as getting depressed hasn’t been something so hard to reach nowadays, many people have dealed with that kind of matter, putting on their masks or any other kind of disguises which may be around.
I can’t say I know how to absolutely avoid this depression, neither that I could deal with this problem however it comes up. I can’t say I’m depressive once I’ve never been supposed to be so, there are moments that I feel like I had deeply gotten depressed, as well as there are moments that I feel like nothing could get any better, cuz that’s already been the best.
The point is: I only feel like nothing coulda been better, when I’m alone; I’ve definitely never felt happy when there’s someone around, no matter if I love the one or not, but I just can’t feel as happy as I feel when I’m alone. Many people tell me I’m problematic and I could even take up to it all, but I’d rather saying I’m questionable; when I tell people about it, they’re just like, hoho why? And I simply answer them that they’d not get my point once it sounds like they’ve never been alone before, so they’re not even supposed to know where/what are the benefits between being alone or not… as a matter of fact, they just know how good does it feels to be surrounded by people, and its benefits. As long as they stop and stare while thinking over, it’s pretty sure that a curiosity will come up and they’ll want/try to tease themselves, and so what? They stay home alone at weekend night, and then they don’t have anything to do, so they start thinking ‘wow, it’s never been a cool idea, haha, it’s so useless, I could’ve been dancing or jerking or doing anything but being bored’, and then they never try to do it anymore. None will ever get used to something so unknown all of a sudden. Habits are built since everyone’s first breath up till they’re dead(and then, all the habits built till then, are shattered and become something none’s figured out yet).
I wish people could understand just one single thing: each one has your habits, none’s suchlike, as some of them are used to head out home every single night, others are used to stay home and doing some other things right there, life’s got no rule besides freedom, and once freedom is the main rule of life, everyone may do whatever they want to, act however they want to.
